bittersweet memories

weird feeling

2010-05-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

Why do i have a weird feeling today?
it feels like something's amidst.
i dont even know how to pen it down.

anyway yesterday was a great day
despite the tough EL paper of which i hope i didnt fail
maybe i wrote out of point.gosh so nervous for the results
day out with nisa was loads of fun
shud relax and enjoy life more often
it feels so good to not be living a hectic life and just let your mind be free from problems

i so need to get my head back in the books
memorise biology and social studies.why are these two papers set on the same day
it just makes life difficult for students

life in singapore is always tiring.u definitely come home feeling lethargic
your brain gets tired from the long day in school.followed by cca practices.
at home: do homework and study somemore
u dont even haf to workout to get tired.
just walk under the stifling hot weather of singapore and u'll bathe in your sweat.

we need to start saving the earth and pollute less
by doing so, hopefully earth will recover and future generation wont suffer so much.
even now the weather is so hot.
if this continues, ppl would not dare to walk under the sun for long

time to start revision on ss. pfft.so tired

hapie birthday amirah!

2009-10-05T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hey hey birthday gurl.
wish u had a blast spending a day with ur whacky friends..haha
got ur wish? stationaries and food..hahas
Happy advance birthday to kak firah!

OMG! today was so fun besides the worst survey in the history of surveys done
i can't believe that the computer hated me so much)=
anyway i shud get back to reading ss. halfway thru the thick pile of hw given
qistina must jiayou!
shudnt be disheartened
exams are important
must do well
JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!

ciao(: birthday coming!

selamat hari raya'09

2009-09-20T21:46:00.000-07:00

Selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends
i know end of year examinations is around the corner,
but do enjoy this event that happens once in a year.
Hope you guys have a wonderful day spent with your family yest.
mine was a blast.
wasnt in the festive mood on saturday,
but it was fun yesterday.. took loads of pictures
superr enjoyable.
currently have $333 bucks.hehe

To my seniors/cousins sitting for PSLE, O lvl and A lvl this year. All the best!
Jiayou!! your almost at the end. must chiong hard and continue to work hard.

Im going to finish my emaths hw.
Selamat hari raya! Salam eidulfitri!
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Ciao(:

wednesday 09/09/09

2009-09-08T11:29:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps.. I'm still awake and doing amaths
trust me its hard. Tink i'll be dead before i finish my amaths.. so tough
good news, i finish my chem wkbk, emaths,phy and ss project
im left wif compo, chem tys and amaths!

Happy birthday to AQIL! hehe
have a wonderful day ahead. take care

thankyou to tyrone, for staying awake with me and helping me with chem
thankyou to daryl, my life saver! save me from cracking my head so much for amaths
still doing..qns 4/23
thankyou for staying up with me too.hehe
wishing u a good holiday!

tues was fun.
beside the fact that i had to rush to sch for the short notification tt we're doin project today
being out with reena,suhaila and su'aidah was shiok
thanks so much for going shopping with me to find presents
had so much fun

i wanna watch g-force!hehe..random.
to those sleeping rite now, good night!
sweet dreams. (:

back to doing amaths. Peace out. nites
Qistina Jiayou!

Fasting month

2009-09-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps!
how y'all doing?
its once again the fasting month so selamat berpuasa to all muslims
In a weeks time (i tink) its going to be hari raya
but first, all the best to those taking o lvls
i hope u guys did well in prelims!
guess wat?!
i made an elmo out of beads
it was hard and it took me a while to figure out how to do
but its done. it looks a bit fat though
heheh
1 week of sch holidays begins
after the cross country on friday.
Btw, i proud to say i completed 3.5km together with my friends
and we're fasting..hehe
go 3A(= we won 3rd place
not bad.haha
tmr, having sch)=
bio SPA!!
im a nervous wreck
hehe..nites
gonna rest my neck
its hurting..haix
bubye

ndp 09

2009-08-14T01:44:00.000-07:00

i had a wonderfully long weekend
even though i had loads of hw too
friday morning went to sch..duh
celebration..woohoo
gonna play majulah singapore but PA forgot and we didnt get a chance )=
but its okay, we enjoyed ourself as one band
b4 going back to class for ppt, we played cmn sch song
mr sim said we did great..thx for the complement(:
y did u leave us? it was fun being able to learn marching properly

friday night went out with mak sal's family
celebrating their anniversary..heheh
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY mak sal and ayah..heheh
most probably have had enjoyed shopping in the morn

saturday, 1 day b4 singapore birthday.
no band prac..yeah..longer weekend..hahas
i spent my whole day out with my family after doing some of my hw

finally the day! my family and i went to the padang to watch the parade
guess wat, we can only see the backside of ppl..haha
and of course the firework which was awesome btw
and caught a glimpse of them marching the 3.2km
finding nisa but cannot c..they all look like guys.

and mon was a no sch day..yea
finished my mly that day
went to kak firah house
then went to west coast with my cousins
soo much fun
b4 the day ended we ate near west coast and met mummy
the next day, back to sch for a short lived week
full of hw and test and other sch stuff

a relief

2009-08-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

Heyhey, in this health crisis i wish all of my friends, family and peers
good health and stay happy(=
yea, today i finish my debate
man, now i feel relief
i was practically shaking while delivering my speech
hehe.. to all the others doing it tmr, jiayou!
dont stress, dont nervous
just relax and say ur point.
i mean u only haf 2min
must study hard for phy and hist test tmr
and also vocab quiz.
hmm, of all 5 presidency candidates, i really donoe who to vote for
i mean, 3 of them are my close friends,1 is a very inspiring peer, the other can handle a situation well.
i wish i can jast not vote..it would make my life easier
and tmr got class phototaking..yeah
i love love my class(=
hehe..tmr gonna be a tired day, a long day in sch but also fun-filled
im gonna study for my exams..wish me luck!

Should sex education be parental or gorvenmental responsibility?

2009-07-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

my weekend

2009-07-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

isnt earth so beautiful, but if we continue to pollute it, it would become just a baron land

i love this abstract photo, i fell in love wif it at first sight.haha

hey all,

this month is probably the worst month, financially

there are just so many july babies

anyways, happie birthday to all of you!

love u all..hehe

today started off as a nice and sunny saturday morning

but as the day past by, it got bleaked

i just do not know y today i keep getting scolded. y must everyone be mad at me

my heart just ache everytime im accused of something which was not becoz of me

tis is just unfair!

they just made my day a sad and gloomy day

i lost faith to put on a smile and face them anymore

tmr is going to be a stay-at-home-studying day

coz i have a chem test on tues

on mon, i wont be able to study much coz i might be given more homework

the pile of work i get from school never seem to end

its just never-ending

anyway monday is racial harmony day!

planning to wear a cheongsam or anything chinese

my class is going to be so nice if everyone is willing to just be sporty for one day

and wear a traditional costume.

please guys, do it for the sake of having fun once and a while.

life aint bout just studying

we nid to play hard and study hard

there must be a balance or equlibrium.

anyway, im going to continue wif reading new moon

to do reading portfolio which is 20% of CA3.. thats a lot!!

gosh we haf 4-5 weeks left to complete 12 tasks and read 12 books

not to mention good ones

ouh, all the best for ppl sitting for O/N lvl oral on mon

the experience is terrifying..JIAYOU!! (=

currently watching harry potter, reading a book, picking out phrases and blogging..aint that cool

hahas..have a great weekend!

holiday??!!

2009-06-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

my holiday has been terrible but there's some ups and down

was looking forward for todays camp...but

now its cancelled)=

its such a waste. we have planned hard

staying back till late at night just to get ideas

went thru so much trouble

it was going to be loads of fun

i just know it

why must we be hit by a tragedy like H1N1.

at least it aint so bad as sars

thank god(:

now that holiday is ending soon..i feel much sadder

dont u ppl noe that holiday is mainly for fun

do u haf to take that all away from a girl like me

going to sch everday to study, drowning us wif hw and project

my life has been literally been sucked out of me

no camps, no slack,no nothing

this is not fun and it is so not a holiday

well..i guess it wont be that bad anymore..

last three days of freedom(:

looking forward to it.

happy belated birthday to reena and joeclynn..

weekend wind-down

2009-05-14T20:17:00.000-07:00

Heyhey..its me

going CRAZY!!

haha

finally coming to an end

say bubye to mye hello holiday!

last paper on monday

wish me lots of luck

hoping we all can do great be happy on that day

i dont feel like studying rite now

maybe tmr

tmr my dad going to belanja all makan2

wif cuzzies..gonna be so much fun

and im going to grow fat!!!

Saturday was mummies day..

to all mum out there, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY(:

feel the love

i celebrated it by going out to eat at the newly open

NAKED FISH weird name

but delicious food

its a must try

yummy[=

Today just seems so boring

wanted to go mac for breakfast after chem

but no friends no life

anyway i tink i can score for this one

i miss my juniors and seniors

i hope u guys are doing fine for ur mye

i tink i m..heheh

all the best fer the remaining paper

cya'll soon aite?

ouh yea b4 i forget..msg me if u r interested

23may,sat 7pm

TJC band concert

@VCH

tickets: $12

*living life to the fullest* ciao

SYF

2009-04-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

phew its finally over

no more night prac

no more anxiety

but kinda miss the days

i even told amirah that i want go to sec 5

just so i can go thru SYF again

ppl say im mad

haha..im not in a state to deny it

hmm..feel proud of ourselves, we manage to clinch a silver

although we had expected a gold but its ok

life has its ups and down u noe

wat i cant believe is that nanyang got a silver!!

others haf said that they were a gold band since hist

it was really shocking..wats worst was

coral got gold..man i was so shock

anyways congrats yea!

im so gonna miss the sec 4.

they have made a huge impact in my life

its been 2 years with them..after many hardships together,

they are like my family

especially my section

gonna miss papa quan, mama ming and auntie ong[matthew]

heheh(=

gosh tmr haf band..i tink they R announcing who the 3 heads are

and the others..no doubt im just a member of band

haiz..im a mediocre..haha

now watching cepat tepat.haha

tmr is a long day.so gd nite

will be back soon.hehe

My week holiday(:

2009-03-22T03:45:00.001-07:00

It was unfair to have a week of holiday being in school

its holiday yet im still stressed..haiz

stress is just a vicissitude of life

anyways i've told u bout camp

on thurs i had a malay workshop

specialised to prepare us for o levels

omg the speech made was boring

i was so tired that i almost fell asleep

but i didnt

i tink that it is important to listen

thats why we have 2 ears

anyways..went thru kefahaman

and karangan deskriptif

everywhere i go, im always surrounded by guys from other sch

felt so akward when they intro themselves

hmm.. for a girl who likes to mingle..at that moment of time

i just froze in my seat..haha

then had band

friday was a day off..im glad

i needed it to do my homework

and rest

sat was exchange prog wif AMK sec..a gold wif honours band

i was so excited to hear them play but they didnt

we screw up big time

the percussion dropped a lot of things

we played very soft

im so sorry to our conductor

i saw his face

its just horrible..i felt bad

i wanted to tell the others to play louder but i need to play too

hmm..bottomline..it was the worst performance

i had ever made.

and today..im finishing my compositions(:

okies..time to continue with hw.

Band camp(:

2009-03-22T03:35:00.000-07:00

Gosh it was a terrible start. I got flu and my leg was swollen

Now, still having flu. My leg got better though

On the first day, we had our HuaChong Exchange Programme

OMG! Their school was so big. It looked like a college in Australia.haha

Anyways..it was a good performance. Everyone was so good

and their band was even smaller than ours

i'd have to give credit for their intonation and focus

everyone was moving along with the music..It was grand

as for our band.. we did well

i put in my best

but i think i can do better

let us soar together to clinch Gold!

We have the potential..we have the choice

we just have to believe and focus real hard!

Dunman Band

JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!

2nd day i decided to join my group for the amazing race

and night act..it hurts

bad choice

and it was raining

but i put forth my team spirit and push aside that bit of pain

I thank the sec4 for making the camp a wonderful experience

apparently, second night took a lot out of them

and they were dead tired like us

soo..we escaped the tradition

lucky us..haha(:

Final day was quite boring..we do not have any activities

just band practice

gosh..AUDITION!!

i did a terrible job at the high notes

the atmosphere was just so cold

seriously freezing in there

and mr lim's face

the horror!very nervous!

but i made it thru..thank god

Love

2009-03-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

Photographer: Wen Qi

East Coast

Sandcastle workshop (:

You just have to love life when u haf a wonderful weather and area.

with friends there wif u forever

Hey even till now..

i still feel heart broken

my heart cannot heal

bcoz of the continuous stabs

u put thru me

y must i be the one going thru this

life is such an unfair world

thru times like this, u still want me to suffer

sometimes i wonder wats my purpose of living

i keep telling myself that its bcoz of u

however, now u crushed that thought and u throw it away

leaving me to suffer in sorrow

how i wish that this was a fairytale

and there's happy endings

but its time to face the reality

happy endings are just beginnings of something hurtful

i feel neglected by my family

lonesome when wif friends

its a miserable, pathetic life

whereby sorrows, heartfelt pangs and loneliness

surround me.

love is beautiful but it is also painful

to be continuously suffering makes me wanna give up

but hey, thats life

we haf to move on!

Anyway, i just wish my angel wud just wake up

valentines is way over and my angel have yet to give me a present

isnt it sad to be me

imagine waking up early to be tortured in sch and at home

there can never be a time whereby peace and serenity exist

Anyway, my friends dont even know my existence..im like a hollow wall

an obstacle they need to overcome

thats me.

i may be a happy,cheerful and always smiling

even when im sick i push myself to smile

coz it makes a difference.

no matter how many times u c me happy

in truth, i m never happy..

i cry inside, tinking y does this happen to me

its imposible to let sadness leave my life.

Live life to the fullest

Overcoming obstacles in life

Very happy and feeling extraordinary
Every moment in life will be a moment to rmb

No matter how sad i feel, i will still be happy

coz i want u to be happy

my friends and family are

utmost the most important group of people

in my LIFE

quick friday

2009-03-06T04:22:00.000-08:00

Today started as a beautiful day

but it got terrible in the afternoon

gosh..i feel so sad

i just need one more mark to get full marks for a-maths!

19/20

congrats to yi rong, aqil and nisa

but im still thankful

anyway, thats not the case.

wat really makes me sad is that

im not trustworthy

even my closest friend dont trust me

it hurts to know

anyways..i finish studying physics

yea..1 down

common test is next week!! ouh no!

mixed feelings..

but i think im gonna focus on my studies

thats my first and foremost important to me

besides band (=

ouh ya..yest suntec performance was gd

we sound gd

after much practices.. i tink our hard work have blossomed some fruits

however, we still cannot slack as it is still not gd enough for SYF

the senior minister of education 2009 & career 2009

actually said we were gd!

so stress.

cant wait for it all to end.

and we can finally relax

to me, this year seems to go by so fast

not realising that its almost the end of term 1!

This is my huge happy trumpet family

Lots of lurve to all the seniors who haf left us

Karen(A-mah), Ilyas(A-kong)

Daryl(Papa),Khai Hui (Mama)

This is our band uniform.

Amirah,me and Vivien

sorry,old photo..no new one

its will look different for SYF.

some ammendments to our uniform.

we are the cute & adorable penguins from dunman(=

hahas..how i wish i could turn back time

okay..gotta be back studying(=

best wishes for all taking Common test!

superr stress!!

2009-03-04T00:54:00.001-08:00

Hey..its been so long since i blogged.
this is bcoz, its hard to find time to sit down and write.
next week is common test week and guess wat?!
i havent sart studying.. its been a busy month
time just flew so fast
well, i haf been having band 6 days a week and tmr there's a performance.
omg..its really a bad time to haf band.. its Common test!..
anyways..i haf just finish my journal on euthansia
gosh..i didnt think that such a thing existed.
ok..i did quite good for my CA1 if u noe my hectic life..
imagine having 6 band practices a week, 3 hours a day and going home late.
after a tiring school day, i still manage to finish my homework and pass my exams..
yea.. okay..im gonna finish my homeworks.
tmr will be coming sch damn early
causing me to wake up really early.. i dont even think that we should go sch tt early
i haf to reach school 6.15am..
and it will end quite late.. so missing lots of lessons
its precious to me.. bcoz common test is just at a corner.
missing lessons will put me in a disadvantage
but im glad that i am not alone. all my friends from band are also in the same boat as me..
i just hope we will pass..and if possible get good grades..anyway
we haf "music 'o' levels"..the SYF.. my school is on 3rd april at 5pm.. just after nanyang..
i hope we will achieve at least a silver or get gold after practicing hard week after week.
i hope i get in..my section haf yet to be auditioned..scared.
stress and fright engulfed my soul at this moment but listening to songs really helps me to distress..i think i will go crazy if this continue.
thank god that we will haf a long break once SYF is over.. yeah! (=
looking forward to the bright future.
Jiayou!!

-qistina- will find more time to blog again

Bad day

2009-02-10T04:41:00.001-08:00

Its going to be Math’s birthday tmr if i rmb correctly.
I’d like to wish u happy birthday...wonder how u doing in US.
On ur special day, hope u haf ur friends to celebrate it wif u..must stay happy (=
On the 13th is Yong’s birthday..surprisingly they kinda look alike and their birthdate are close to one another. So many cases of similar people having their birthdate close to one another..its so cool!
Its also close to valentine’s day.. i feel so sad i don’t wish to celebrate it. I bought a nice gift for my mortal..i hope my angel get me one nice present too.. Ah can’t wait for the reveal. It may just make my day more cheerful.
Im so depressed now. I don’t understand my emaths, cant do some questions on alpha beta, chem. Test was so difficult, i’d almost cry..tinking of failing maybe 3-5 out of 30.. Tmr will be having physics test on measurement..OH NO!! And maybe history test.. My hand feeling pain today..it just hurts to move my left hand..and we had to do 50 pumpings.. OUCH!!
Tmr is psp again..i wanna see my dear 1E and check out 1G. Cant wait for Thursday.. i love 1F,1D and 1H.. although they make me more sick. 1D is so well behaved..i just have to tell them once..best class..so far!
I am sure his name is Ee jie..something like that..but he said no..haix..y my memory so poor..nvm can ask sc on Thursday..he also forgot my name..told him many times and wrote it once but to no avail. Ahaha..anyways..c his cute face just cannot scold..aiyo..y am i so weak
Ouh talking bout this it feels like making a reflection..just reminded me of malay class whereby Zad said to distress, look into the mirror and reflect..literally..hahaha..
I just got back from buying sweets for tmr.. i promised 1H sweets if they behave and 1D for being a gd class..maybe giving to 1G and 1E oso..omg..im so nice..ahaha
Tmr cannot go sectionals..sorry guys..practice hard hor..dont ponteng..and focus.. our goal is gold but min a silver..we can do it.. jiayou! (:
Its almost valentine’s day..wanna wish all my friends a great day..u noe i love u and will be there by ur side.. Im so curious..i wonder if they are still together..hmm.. neh won’t ask him.. its not possible btw us.. so i’ll just be ur meimei(= and guardian angel.. im always looking out for ya..haha..just kidding..not a stocker... anyways im preparing for physics now..damn stress
I don’t wanna sit for o lvl..which i can just skip that period..haha..but stress is inevitable.. thats life (: anyways a little bit of stress is gd but too much may be bad.
So far, im feeling scared,tired,sick and sad..overwhelming me.. im feeling lovesick.. gosh the love bug caught me.. anyways, i better focus 100% into physics..i don’t wanna fail it..please help me.. peace out to all my beloved friends

Chinese New Year's Celebration

2009-02-02T05:17:00.000-08:00

Assembly was so fun..enjoyable although it lasted a while
Two very outspoken people as the mc..Mareenah & Yeow Hong
hehe..Anyways YH should speak slower..cannot understand..like choo-choo-train
morning assembly, received the certificate for sentosa programme
i miss my plot there )=
Currently doing a-maths..
stuck)=
viewing blog..yu quan de
aiyo say i dr laugh..so bad
i just recently view lor
haix nvm..maintain
maintain a gd temper..
i haven't blow my top yet..but i have my limits
aiyo a-maths..y must u do this to me
u are bringing my whole life misery
but my soon to be bro-in-law teaching me
maybe will be able to understand better
had brass sect just now..cough like mad
finally able to play H again..yippee!
but tonation sux of course
wished could play more like mr loon..power playing and power vocals
salute
ok still stuck at this qns..maybe ask cher tmr
or do i haf a retest tmr..AAGH
before heading home, went to bbt with the craziest ppl i noe (:
suhaila
suaidah
sheila
adina
syafawati
chengting
supperrr crazy evening
really make me feel re-energised
gonna haf band audition for SYF and by ms lam.
the most feared and dreaded things in my life
wish me luck..i hope i get in
tmr another band day
wed starting psp( not portable playstation but peer support programme)
hehe..lurve the sec 1
especially the boy in 1F and The refers to 1..hehe..very adorable
i cant believe the 1H so close to me..make me happy (:
ok..its close to 10
i need to eat medicine and sleep
so adious amigos
cya crazy ppl tmr! seniors and juniors
sec 1 coming in on a sat (:
yippee recruits
okies..shutting a-maths, com and brain..
Xin Nian Kuai Le! ps. my spelling sux so forgive me if i spell wrongly

sad day today

2009-01-28T05:06:00.000-08:00

today i just feel so sad

i feel too tired and restless to do anything

let alone study

especially after recess

i can't concentrate at all during add maths

and the worst thing is its very frustrating to not able to get it

and others just make a lot of noise

my head hurts and life stinks

i miss my korkor

saw him from a far during physics

its not fair to be the last few people because

we always don't have a table for lab.

had english test just now..did the summary

gonna continue on friday

also got back our add maths test paper

i did so badly, got 5/10

this sux..so careless

i would be able to get a higher grade

saw 144..hehe..love him

gonna get my money back

then i can buy myself a new calculator (:

maybe a new wallet..my old one is getting

from bad to worst.

anyways i love this picture. it gave me hope

after a sad day since morning

its beautiful and the words are meaningful to me

i just haf to share it.

maybe in the next post.

my mind is clouded and i have to write a journal entry

about bad dad or good dad about how

he handle his teenage son who vandalised a public school

and what are the ways to punish vandelisers in dunman.

i think im gonna sleep it off and think tmr morning

my head hurts real bad

good nite..stay happy and positive

i just need someone to care for me and keep my spirit high

to move on in life..

school tmr..band till six..gonna be a tiring day

and a hungry qistina

school till 2, hml till 3 and band till 6..

good nite (=

New years eve

2009-01-24T19:43:00.000-08:00

Hey, its been a while since i updated my blog.

well,thats because of a busy start to the new year 09

Sec 3 life is so tiring. i donoe how u guys handle sec4 life..

it must be worst rite? Sitting for o'lvl and all

Congrats to those who got their results. (:

4 days of holiday but -1 coz sat got band

im going chalet today. Meeting all my cousin.

cant wait. Fun fun fun under the sun

Mayb sleeping over. see how over there.

well my house so near..i can walk there

made me rmb of the ltc chalet

99% went wrong but it was still a success(:

Happy Chinese New Year to all celebrating

today having reunion dinner

i wonder if i shud bring the laptop along

it was fun using marcus laptop that time.

i hope this chalet wud turn out to be very fun

yest, i finished most of my homework

(6/9)2/3 completed..yippee!

if i not lazy, afternoon i do another

but if lazy then i do on tues ah

its been busy but i feel lazy..

come on laziness..get out of me

i nid to work hard from this year onwards.

i miss sc and bryan owe me $50.

hehehehe..i haf been a bit money-minded this year

i tink its bcoz of the recession period

poor world..i tink doomsday is coming

just look around u, its getting hotter

more people dying

animal extinction

slowly but surely, the world is facing extinction

so i hope people will do something about this

and reduce, reuse and recycle.

ok, i feel like completing everything by today.

playing trumpet(:

checking in at 2pm

happy chinese new year!

sec 3 camp

2009-01-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

home sweet home

my singapore, my homeland

hey y'all

back from kota tinggi resort

went there wif my class.

had a blast.

first day we had low rope course

consist of rafting, jetty jump,

indiana jones, river something.

my favourite was jetty jumping.

wished i had my camera..you shud haf seen

all the creativity of 3a. jumping in all sorts of ways.

im definitely coming there again during one of the holidays

with my family. this place brings back good memories

as well as teaches u to value life.

i love it.

im definitely gonna miss the instructors.

they really teach me a lot of how u shud handle a class

n making us feel enthusiastic.

my instructors: MING XIONG, YIJIA & DERRICK

guess who we met again there..

PM PATRICK

2nd day of camp..didnt really do much wif the class

was at the medical centre.

my head was spinning, my stomach was hurting n i feel feverish

anyways.. i spent my time wif instructor freddy n another

seriously, i donoe his name.

3rd day..final day

area cleaning wasnt much fun but we still bonded..

we had fun working together to clean an area.

way the go guys.. class spirit soaring high and free

bid farewell to instructor ming xiong..

he had to stay at the campsite.

pity him.. he didnt eat the whole day n is still running

around doing so much to make the camp of success

3 cheers for the instructors

i really feel how much effort they put into the camp

after 3 days..i really miss singapore n its comfort..

actually i dont mind malaysia..

the resort was lovely..natural aircon

pollution free air..its a santuary

ps. wats santuary..gonna check dictionary

hey realised something.. sec 3 camp, 3A, 3 days, 3 cheers for instructors

coincidentally venue was surrounded by trees and my name begins with tri.

hahas..definitely will remember the place well.

ok gonna do my homework.

yest nite was cramming my head on a-maths qns

gosh..did i make the rite choice to take a-maths?

too late to regret anyways..

lets strive together to do well for o lvls.

not to work hard for end of year exam only but also

O LVLS.

i believe we can all do it.

all we haf to do is focus, instil discipline,

sheer determination, work hard

& sacrifice.

sacrifice ur time to study but

but

dont forget to take care of health

together we can achieve.

lets go dunman.. go all the way!

to all my seniors and kak nurul

best of luck upon receiving ur o lvl results.

to my sec 4 seniors.. jiayou

dont succumb to stress and temptation

work hard for success!

okies..getting back to kefahaman.

final homework on my checklist (:

peace out

final camp meeting

2008-12-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

u noe wat?!

i dont really noe wat the meeting was bout

coz i wasnt there

came in when it was ending

oops..

sorry guys..i had a check-up in the morning.

ppl kept asking me y i had a bandage on my forehead

well...thats bcoz

my sis bang into me n i fell

while falling, i hit my head at the side of the table

worst still, it was made of glass

n that particular side had bits of glass chipped off.

can u imagine how painful that was.

but my head was fine during band..

i tot that was weird coz it recovered so quickly..

guess not.. its bleeding again )=

we're performing stars and stripes forever

for pop

not the balloon bursting but passing.out.parade

its a very nice ceremony to watch.

its like watching ur child graduating after hard work

during ns years

but

in this case, hard work during the camp (:

ok i just received the link

to the new proposals

since i missed the presentation,

i will gonna have a long time reading it

n understand it

hopefully (:

BTW, HAPPY NEW YEAR

in another 2 days

& to wee

smile (=

this few days always sad, always emo

always tired.

so rest more and smile! (:

peace out

Birthday wish (:

2008-12-28T02:11:00.000-08:00

hey there..

i wish u a happy birthdae

i wish u a happy birthday

& the best day of ur life!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRNA (:

actually happy advanced birthday

hehes..

wow..a year has passed

and a whole new year is about to begin

i hope u will be filled with happiness

hey..its been so long since i met ya

its been a whole year.

usually we will each other on hari raya

but

this year was different

hahas..

so anyways..happy birthday (:

lots of lurve, qistina (:

twilight

2008-12-25T04:52:00.000-08:00

today i had a blast

woke up late..when i woke up,

we went out to eat breakfast

mmm..yummy

ate chapati (:

followed by watching twilight.

man it was awesome!

those who had watched it, im sure u agree

as for those who haven't

GO!

its a must show to watch

oo..btw, i bumped

into jia en and friends at NTUC

they were in sch based t-shirt

i wonder wat they did in sch on christmas.

i oso saw Darren n friends outside the cinema

hahas..didnt noe the place

so popular

actually not so popular ah

only met them

tampines mall then can say popular

even some of the ppl working there

are dunmanites

okies..its 9

n i haf to rest in

cya soon

gonna meet band ppl on sat

n camp committee on tues

hope i feel better then(:

nites!

peace out

merry christmas!

2008-12-25T04:42:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone!
Just wanna wish u a merry christmas
& a happy new year!
the time has come again
n another year just about to end
Although i dont celebrate christmas,
i got caught up in the festive season
since loads of my friends
do celebrate it
Wow, its such a wonderful time of the year
every channel u turn too
will show u movies about christmas
I thank you for ur invitations to christmas party
but im so sorry i couldnt come
as u noe.. im still sick
anyways, my parents wont consent me to go
Btw, Love you all
Stay cheery and happy.
Cant wait for the new year to unfold
this year haf been a wonderful year.
full of happiness n bitterness
but nevertheless, i will never forget those moment
Happy belated birthday to my dear cousin
Nooran (:
Sorry its belated coz after camp, i've been too tired.
Happy new year. cant wait for the new year party
its been the bomb of every year..hahas
new wishes n goals to achieve..hahas

back form camp (:

2008-12-23T22:31:00.000-08:00

Yippeee!

back from trainers' camp.

LURVED it.

so much fun..although its very tiring

a lot of the things done didnt haf much time.

i was a apart of 1B

was wif nisa n dayah.

SFA was kenneth

junior FA: kenneth,alvin,xin yi,jeannette

eh.. i tink i missed out someone

ouh n of course we haf pm

which stands for platoon master

not prime minister (:

PM Patrick n Herman

1st day was fun.

2nd day we went out of sch..

well except for me.. was stuck in sch

haiz ):

grad nite instructor dance was awesome

3 cheers for everyone.

without y'all tis would not be a success

haf a gd nite rest yest... i hope

yea.. its the eve of christmas

most of my friends having christmas party

u noe wat.. i still donoe y somme call it xmas n some christmas

anyways.. happy holiday to all

oo.. n i wonder wat free thinkers celebrate.

it like every religion celebrate a certain thing

but wat do u all celebrate.

wow..today is a chilly day..

im having running nose

argh..my nose running away from me..

hahas (:

i wanna watch twilight n yes man

u noe.. i wud haf watched yes man wif my family but

they watched it wifout me

so...

im so angry..

but u cant possibly turn back time..

in the camp i learn a lot

from major gopal,

mr sim,

ms cheng,

PMs

especially patrick n herman

hope u guys will come back on 2 n 3Jan

miss u guys so much..

much more fun n friendly than last camp de

they were fun but oso scary

hahas

peace out..

gonna eat lunch

funnest day eva

2008-12-19T05:08:00.001-08:00

today is the sec 1 registration

wow! so many people come at 8.30

so very clever come earlier.

i saw megan and her sister.

then wasnt suppose to do duty

but i helped out anyways

me good girl.hahas

wah..not bad got some ppl from my pri sch

yippee!

afterwards we went eat

breakfast cum lunch

brunch (:

went tm. first wanted eat at food culture

but then me,joanne,sc & bernice

went to eat at KFC since we buying food

for jasmine,yh,li ting,regina & huan xian

after eating we went around to find landyards

my department colour is blue (:

im promoted from coporal to sargeant

2pm was meeting with adam khoo

tot got the pms but only major gopal

hahas

was freezing cold in there.

ended at 5.55pm

while everyone was bout to go home

i sat with bryan at a table

wee was calling out the names of the fa

for which sfa. wah..tell u he damn stress

finally everyting sort out..ahhh

*sigh of relief*

after all junior fa went home, i helped wee sc

wrap the flag. Wah who cut the plastic

so uneven

sumore got pop-ups

but its ok..can manage (:

we paste so much masking tape to secure the pole

downstairs...

bryan,edmond,noel & darren

were playing basketball

when we finish and put back the things in council room,

we played basketball

yippee!! very happy

finally get to play

hahas

wah..didnt noe edmond so pro

noel play very funny leh

the ppl from national teams

wee n edmond.hahas

but they were really good

only girl there

so dark.

the light so weird..started wif

dim yellowish light

like so romantic..hahas

then got brighter..finally

even brighter.played till 7.15 i tink

we played 4 against 2..not fair

but ok ah..pro against newbies

[well excluding edmond]

then we went home.. ah so tired

just finish bathing..i feel nicer

i tell u guys sweat a lot!!

its like 5min totally soak le

hahas.

i forgot who bang into me..man can c

his perpiration on my hand

ok.. 30 more min nid eat med le

now not bad..fever decrease le

no more cough..well still haf a bit

flu or difficulty breathing only when in aircon

been taking care of food comsumption

so no abdominal pains

yeah..recovery lane

thank god

temp now, 40.5

ok i nid to read the proposals properly

im like apart of all the things

my name to popular le..hahas

u take care

i take care

everyone stay cheery n healthy (:

muacks love u all

peace out

tmr eating kfc breakfast

b4 going footdrills

wish me fast recovery

n my printer ok le.. yippee

thankq thank you thanks

peace (:

bored at sch

2008-12-16T22:35:00.000-08:00

yippee.

just finished doing the canteen layout

for sec one orientation camp.

not supposed to be in school today.

was just bout to go home but i tink i'll stay.

peace out.

gonna eat my donut.

yum yum (:

cold day

2008-12-16T05:38:00.001-08:00

is the day cold today

or isit just me?

been feeling very cold

computer got something wrong

altering everything i do

haix.

just got back from sch

got band today

mr lim had sect wif percussion so

we had sect till 4.30

prac at the bench near the swirling staircase

conducted by yu quan.

after break, he let ming xuan took over

was supposed to be hoiki

but she shy..haix

ask me to conduct?!

i got sore throat, u wont b able to hear me

sick still ask to stand

can die

got a headache that time

jeremy wud come once and a while to disturb

saw bryan..hehe

called him rabbit..so cute

he got so many nicknames but i only noe 2

[144 & rabbit]

how he got the names?

while walking wif the vballers,

went across a block 144

bcoz he was bug tooth, he cant say it properly

thus, the name 144 & rabbit.

felt very tired today.

during band my vission went blurred

luckily that time was break

so i laid down while the others wander around

hoiki camed and waved her hand in front of my face

i was too tired to reply her so just look up

and said hi

then yu quan came

poked his face in front of me

tinking my eyes were shut

he wanted to scare me but

i scared him instead..hehe

percussion seniors dropped by just now.

wished it was khaihui,karen,daryl or ilyas.

miss them so much

but all bz working

eh..actually not sure

i only noe ilyas n khaihui working.

anyways little nyonya start le

wanna watch

peace out (:

still waiting

2008-12-14T19:53:00.000-08:00

Good morning!

having headache again ):

boohoohoo

ltr on still have tutor. till 5?

i tink. didnt check the time.

but shud be bah.

since it starts at 2.

weird thing is

khairul & Shuangjie oso having headache

hahas.

sister just got back from school.

means my time with the computer is almost up.

sad ):

monday morning

2008-12-14T17:24:00.000-08:00

guess wat time i slept yest.

i didnt sleep till it was 2.

such a long nite.

chat till 0030.

didnt watch love actually. not my type.

but my sis watched.hahas.

instead i played a fish game

[named always slip my mind]

lucky to have movie till late at nite

for ppl who cannot sleep.hahas

chatted with wee korkor.

subject never the same.

reason: im very random

man.. i didnt noe he was 17..had always tot he was 16.

sorry bro. tink i made u feel old rite?

but ur not.haha.

waiting for time to pass.

today having tutoring again.

i feel so lazy to go for band practice.

its difficult to play when ur sick. im still sick.

ppl who meet me during the holidays wud see me in

windbreaker,jacket,sweater etc.

this week is a sch week.

tutor on mon,band on tues & thurs,sec 1 meeting on fri,footdrills on sat

resting days are wed n sun only. even the holidays i going sch.

cant wait for fri though. can meet the newbies.hahas

im suppose to eat breakfast now

but

im still so full from yest nite dinner.

i cut my hair. i noe i look nicer in long hair

[i tink so too]

but its ok.short or long, its still me.

to me, looks not really important.

as long as i look presentable and feel good.

im good to go.

mayb i'll write again at nite.

making breakfast.

omelete with ham

or toast

r mayb i'll just have cereal.

drinks: milk, juice, milo or hot chocolate

gtg. bye (:

new friend found (:

2008-12-14T06:43:00.000-08:00

A'ah...im so full

just got back from sending my bro to the campsite.

met up with cousins at tea tarik house at woodlands

man,im so full.hahas (:

ouh ya. i got a new kor kor

its so weird how i got his number.

age difference by 13 years.hahas

its seems like i can find a new friend in so many ways.

once,while running cross country, i made a new friend.

& now we're still good friends. (:

had planned to go cycling with my cousins

but it never happened

since it rained the whole day.

im soo full. rice wif sweet & sour fish at nite

i tink when sch reopens, i'll be very fat.

just kidding

wont let that happened. will be keeping fit

so as to stay healthy and be able to play trumpet

well. its difficult to play when ur feeling snug.

so tip of advice to band members,

do well in PE and do well in band.

u nid to be able to breathe well for PE.

and this helps you to take in a larger amount of air (:

tmr brass is having sectional's again.

practicing with Mr.Loon and Mr Lim

is so different. It has a different feeling to it.

I wish i can play like mr.loon.

you shud hear how he plays the trumpet.

When we play, we sound like a blare

but the way he plays is like soothing to the ears.

going to school with khairul

his my junior, ex-loyangian [like me]

& my neighbour.

so convenient.hahas

his so sweet. gonna send me to sch tmr (:

Tmr's gonna be a bz day.

wanna sleep in early but i have this energy

to keep me awake. I guess i watch the tv till i fall asleep then.

[channel surfing]

Hey, love actually seems like a nice show.

byes. trying to sleep.

till then, chating with sc [aka. korkor] & hoiki [aka. twin]

nites (:

Mmm..Renaldo's

2008-12-13T05:07:00.000-08:00

I just got back from watching a movie with my family

Bolt was amazing.

Ending was touching.

People who loves dogs would love this show

We then meet my sister at Bedok corner.

Food there was delicious

We then walked to Renaldo's

[just across the street]

Tis shop is well-knowned for their apple struddle.

It is definitely one shop

i would love to buy sweet desserts from

Argh!! Having a terrible stomach ache

Wat did i do wrong.

Today's disney channel movie is

princess diaries

harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban on channel 5.

All stories are great and filled with excitement.

Ciao, really haf a bad stomach ache.

holiday at home

2008-12-12T18:07:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was like any other day.

It was quite boring staying at home during the holidays.

I finally bought all my books for next year.

I'm going to be with my friends for another 2 whole years.

It seems like nth had changed much.

maybe next year will be boring.

but we can always spice things up.

can't wait for the sec 3 camp.

it seems to be fun.

Holidays coming to an end soon. its so sad.

but then again i miss my friends and hol just doesnt

seem like one anymore.

been having band coz next year is SYF.

i hope i will be apart of it(: though its a scary process.

but such things made DMN Band a stronger bunch of people.

the only holiday i had was my trip to KL.

chalet with LTC people.it was soo much fun

i just dont want this year to be over.

slept at 1. this past few days, i just cannot sleep.

FYI, i'm still tormented by my illness. when will it ever stop.

having fever,flu,cold,coughing,sore throat as well as headaches that come and go.

sec 2 have been a great part of my life.

wish it wouldnt end.

Finally compiled every survey together.

just need to send and its off my shoulders.

yippee!

yest i was reading a book titled "i believe you"

it was such a lovely story.

a tragic love story.

lurved the story plot.

touching but wasnt enough to make me cry.

hahas (:

extracted from the book:

"But only love can stay

Try again or walk away

But I believeFor you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

And pray you’ll have a change of heart

But I can’t make you see it through

That’s something only love can do…”

"You’re like the North Pole of a magnet bar, and Jacky is also like the North Pole of a magnet bar. There’s no way for both of you to be close together. There’s a force that’ll always push you both apart. This force is called the obstacle, like interest differences, communication problems and etc.

“However, if you put a metal bar in between, both you magnets will stick to it. And you’ll be close to each other. That metal bar dissolves the force that pushes both of you away. And that metal bar is what we called love.”

okies.gonna have my breakfast.

peace out

Trip to KL

2008-12-09T05:15:00.000-08:00

On the 6-8 of December, my family

and 2 other families went to kuala lumpur.

I had an enjoyable weekend there. Spending most of the time

snapping photos and shopping. The trip there was awesome.

We took a VIP bus which had entertainment. I watched Underdog.

It was hilarious (:

Staying at Concorde was comfortable.Lurve the food there.

You should have seen the tarts. They looked delicious.

Drank PSM Sunset (orange,mango & carrot juice).

SOO YUMMY!!

Breakfast buffet was fulfilling.

Had pancakes,waffles,cereal,bakon w/f eggs

accompanied wif apple juice.

Places went :- KLCC aka. Vivo, Times Square aka. Orchard

We took the monorail. Its was like LRT & MRT. Only differences was

we had to walk & change monorail to get a place and

The monorail had no warning, the doors just went shut.

I almost lost my mum. She got slammed by the door into half.

Luckily a guy pushed the door open & save her. THANK YOU!

Guess wat. I met some friends when i was there. Surprisingly of all places,

We met at Malaysia.Haha (=
Here's some pic we took. Too put all of them is too much.