Sunday, March 22, 2009

My week holiday(:

It was unfair to have a week of holiday being in school
its holiday yet im still stressed..haiz
stress is just a vicissitude of life
anyways i've told u bout camp
on thurs i had a malay workshop
specialised to prepare us for o levels
omg the speech made was boring
i was so tired that i almost fell asleep
but i didnt
i tink that it is important to listen
thats why we have 2 ears
anyways..went thru kefahaman
and karangan deskriptif
everywhere i go, im always surrounded by guys from other sch
felt so akward when they intro themselves
hmm.. for a girl who likes to mingle..at that moment of time
i just froze in my seat..haha
then had band
friday was a day off..im glad
i needed it to do my homework
and rest
sat was exchange prog wif AMK sec..a gold wif honours band
i was so excited to hear them play but they didnt
we screw up big time
the percussion dropped a lot of things
we played very soft
im so sorry to our conductor
i saw his face
its just horrible..i felt bad
i wanted to tell the others to play louder but i need to play too
hmm..bottomline..it was the worst performance
i had ever made.
and today..im finishing my compositions(:
okies..time to continue with hw.

Band camp(:

Gosh it was a terrible start. I got flu and my leg was swollen
Now, still having flu. My leg got better though
On the first day, we had our HuaChong Exchange Programme
OMG! Their school was so big. It looked like a college in Australia.haha
Anyways..it was a good performance. Everyone was so good
and their band was even smaller than ours
i'd have to give credit for their intonation and focus
everyone was moving along with the music..It was grand
as for our band.. we did well
i put in my best
but i think i can do better
let us soar together to clinch Gold!
We have the potential..we have the choice
we just have to believe and focus real hard!
Dunman Band
JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!
2nd day i decided to join my group for the amazing race
and night act..it hurts
bad choice
and it was raining
but i put forth my team spirit and push aside that bit of pain
I thank the sec4 for making the camp a wonderful experience
apparently, second night took a lot out of them
and they were dead tired like us
soo..we escaped the tradition
lucky us..haha(:
Final day was quite boring..we do not have any activities
just band practice
gosh..AUDITION!!
i did a terrible job at the high notes
the atmosphere was just so cold
seriously freezing in there
and mr lim's face
the horror!very nervous!
but i made it thru..thank god

Friday, March 6, 2009

Love

Photographer: Wen Qi
East Coast
Sandcastle workshop (:
You just have to love life when u haf a wonderful weather and area.
with friends there wif u forever
Hey even till now..


i still feel heart broken


my heart cannot heal


bcoz of the continuous stabs


u put thru me


y must i be the one going thru this


life is such an unfair world


thru times like this, u still want me to suffer


sometimes i wonder wats my purpose of living


i keep telling myself that its bcoz of u


however, now u crushed that thought and u throw it away


leaving me to suffer in sorrow


how i wish that this was a fairytale


and there's happy endings


but its time to face the reality


happy endings are just beginnings of something hurtful


i feel neglected by my family


lonesome when wif friends


its a miserable, pathetic life


whereby sorrows, heartfelt pangs and loneliness


surround me.


love is beautiful but it is also painful


to be continuously suffering makes me wanna give up


but hey, thats life


we haf to move on!


Anyway, i just wish my angel wud just wake up


valentines is way over and my angel have yet to give me a present


isnt it sad to be me


imagine waking up early to be tortured in sch and at home


there can never be a time whereby peace and serenity exist


Anyway, my friends dont even know my existence..im like a hollow wall


an obstacle they need to overcome


thats me.


i may be a happy,cheerful and always smiling


even when im sick i push myself to smile


coz it makes a difference.


no matter how many times u c me happy


in truth, i m never happy..


i cry inside, tinking y does this happen to me


its imposible to let sadness leave my life.


Live life to the fullest
Overcoming obstacles in life
Very happy and feeling extraordinary
Every moment in life will be a moment to rmb
No matter how sad i feel, i will still be happy
coz i want u to be happy
my friends and family are
utmost the most important group of people
in my LIFE

quick friday

Today started as a beautiful day
but it got terrible in the afternoon
gosh..i feel so sad
i just need one more mark to get full marks for a-maths!
19/20
congrats to yi rong, aqil and nisa
but im still thankful
anyway, thats not the case.
wat really makes me sad is that
im not trustworthy
even my closest friend dont trust me
it hurts to know
anyways..i finish studying physics
yea..1 down
common test is next week!! ouh no!
mixed feelings..
but i think im gonna focus on my studies
thats my first and foremost important to me
besides band (=
ouh ya..yest suntec performance was gd
we sound gd
after much practices.. i tink our hard work have blossomed some fruits
however, we still cannot slack as it is still not gd enough for SYF
the senior minister of education 2009 & career 2009
actually said we were gd!
so stress.
cant wait for it all to end.
and we can finally relax
to me, this year seems to go by so fast
not realising that its almost the end of term 1!



This is my huge happy trumpet family

Lots of lurve to all the seniors who haf left us

Karen(A-mah), Ilyas(A-kong)

Daryl(Papa),Khai Hui (Mama)

This is our band uniform.

Amirah,me and Vivien

sorry,old photo..no new one

its will look different for SYF.

some ammendments to our uniform.

we are the cute & adorable penguins from dunman(=

hahas..how i wish i could turn back time

okay..gotta be back studying(=

best wishes for all taking Common test!

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

superr stress!!

Hey..its been so long since i blogged.
this is bcoz, its hard to find time to sit down and write.
next week is common test week and guess wat?!
i havent sart studying.. its been a busy month
time just flew so fast
well, i haf been having band 6 days a week and tmr there's a performance.
omg..its really a bad time to haf band.. its Common test!..
anyways..i haf just finish my journal on euthansia
gosh..i didnt think that such a thing existed.
ok..i did quite good for my CA1 if u noe my hectic life..
imagine having 6 band practices a week, 3 hours a day and going home late.
after a tiring school day, i still manage to finish my homework and pass my exams..
yea.. okay..im gonna finish my homeworks.
tmr will be coming sch damn early
causing me to wake up really early.. i dont even think that we should go sch tt early
i haf to reach school 6.15am..
and it will end quite late.. so missing lots of lessons
its precious to me.. bcoz common test is just at a corner.
missing lessons will put me in a disadvantage
but im glad that i am not alone. all my friends from band are also in the same boat as me..
i just hope we will pass..and if possible get good grades..anyway
we haf "music 'o' levels"..the SYF.. my school is on 3rd april at 5pm.. just after nanyang..
i hope we will achieve at least a silver or get gold after practicing hard week after week.
i hope i get in..my section haf yet to be auditioned..scared.
stress and fright engulfed my soul at this moment but listening to songs really helps me to distress..i think i will go crazy if this continue.
thank god that we will haf a long break once SYF is over.. yeah! (=
looking forward to the bright future.
Jiayou!!
-qistina- will find more time to blog again